"Wake up man." Austin said hitting me.
"What the hell are you doing here?" I said getting out of my bed in mine and Bre's apartment. Jamie walked in.
"Bre and Cristy are in the hospital. So get your ass ready and we'll take you to there." Jamie said grabbing some of my clothes off a chair and throwing them at me. I got dressed then we drove to get Kyle, then went to the hospital. As soon as we got in I saw them wheeling Bre to a room. I ran towards her and the doctors tried moving me away but I pushed them back. I grabbed her hand, she was unconcious. They wheeled her into a room for surgery and told me to wait in the waiting room. I stood outisde of the room for as long as I could, then eventually sat with everyone else.
A nurse walked up lookign frantic and my body tensed up for a second. She asked if we were the family of Cristy Anderson, and Jamie answered yes. She said that Cristy had left the hospital room and they couldn't find her. Kyle got up and walked out of the hospital.
"I should go find her.." Jamie said, then left too. After four hours of waiting the doctor finally came out to talk to me. He said she lost the babies and is on life support now, but she's making it. They let me go back and see her after awhile and she looked miserable; hooked up to so many different machines. I kissed her forehead, then sat down next to her and held her hand. Eventually she woke upa nd we talked about what happened. She said she was so sorry for kissing Brody and I said it was okay, btu that I'm gonna be the living shit out of him. I told her not to get involved with drugs anymore. If she really needs it she can come to me or Kyle. Then i told her I lvoe her and all that shit :p haha. She stayed in the hospital for 5 more days, then I took her home to our apartment. She kept saying that she wants to still get married and I asked if she'd feel well enough and and she said yeah. So were still getting married tomorrow. I would've made this longer and explained a few things, but someone was being pushy and just wanted me to post already when I was trying to write it. :p So here it is haha.

I am really really very happy I am getting married -.- Better?

I am happy I am getting married. There Bre :p

Posting because Bre's making me.

This isn't really going to be the longest post...but who cares. So the other night Breanna and I we're just having a casual conversation and then she asked me, once we get married, where are we going to stay? Because her brother hates me already and wouldn't let us stay there, and it'd be way too hectic at my house. And she asked if we'd really want to stay with someone else when we're married cuz we'd want privacy, and what not ;) So I told her that we'd go to Cristy's house in the morning and ask her if we could stay with her, since she has a lot of room in her old grandma's house, until we got enough money to move into an apartment. Cristy said yes, but we have to move out before her baby comes. Which was fine with us. And Breanna and I agreed that we'd live together for a while before we get married...just to get used to things. So...yeah. Bre and I are going to move into her house this weekend.

Getting Away For Awhile

I was so mad after Bre's father attacked her. Every part of me wanted to beat the crap out of him. But Bre needed me with her more, and Kyle said he'd kick his ass. I went over to Mark's house where Bre was staying, which Mark didn't seem too happy about. I don't know what his problem is, but for some reason he hates me. Maybe it's just that protective-older brother thing. I don't know. But when I went over there, he wouldn't let me in, so Bre and I sat on the front porch steps. We talked about everything that was going on at the moment; everything with her father and the socs. She finally couldn't take all the talk about it and started crying in my arms. I tried my best to calm her down. She started going on and on about how she hated them so much, and how they make our lives a living hell. And that the only thing she wished for on her birthday, was to live to be 21. That took me by surprise...I told her that she's always safe with me, and that we'll spend everyone of her birthdays together until she turns 100...or whatever lol. Then I got a great idea, and asked her if she wanted to get away, anywhere. Just get away from her father and the socs. Not like we'd be running from the problems, but just a little get-away, together. She jumped up with excitement and ran into the house saying she was going to go pack, when I didn't even know where we we're going to go haha. She ran back outside, not even 4 minutes later with two dufflebags overflowing with clothes. "Geese..." I whispered, gawking at her bags. "Are we going to go?" she said, gettin impatient. "Uhh...you really want to go. Like, now?" "Yeah!" She said with a huge smile. "Well alright...let's go." i put her bags in the back of her car, then I drove with her in the passenger seat to my house to get my stuff. I ignored all my brothers questions as I rummaged around lookin for things to bring. Then I finally ran back out to the car and paused when I jumped in the driver seat. "Ummm...what?" Breanna said looking at me confused. "Your really sure you want to do this?" I said smiling. "God, yes! Just go already!" "Okay haha" I said then started the car, and made our way out of Tulsa. We drove the whole day, then made our way to a quiet forest town in southern Oklahoma. It really creeped both Bre and I out, but I assured her everything was fine. We searched and searched for a hotel, but the only thing we could find were log cabin rentals. Lucky us -.- She told me that she thought it was really romantic and that she didn't think a guy like me could pull something like this off. We stayed for only a couple nights, hiked, went to waterfalls, skinny-dipped in the lake...and other X-rated stuff :) It was actually real nice, you know, bein in the wilderness and all that shit. There was one night where we got completely wasted and went to a grocery store and stole a bunch of candy. Funny as hell, we probably scared the whole town that night; running around everywhere yelling out songs at the top of our lungs. Then we finally went home...Bre fell asleep in the car so I carried into Mark's house, with Mark whisper/yelling at me asking where the hell we where and I told him to shut up and I'd just let him talk to Bre when she woke up. I layed her on her bed, put her things next to her dresser, and kissed her forehead. Then I went back to my house and got interrogated by my brothers and mom. But it was well worth it. Bre and I had an amazing time together...I love you Breanna.

Single once again

So Breanna and I broke up. Well, I broke up with her. She's not anything that I thought she was at all. She's lying, conceiving and backstabbing. I cant believe I ever trusted her, proposed to her, let alone...loved her. The whole time she was supposedly in love with me, she was in love with Keith too. And when I found out, I was completely pissed. Evie was the one to tell me. As soon as I heard I went to Cristy's house and, I didn't want to be so mean, but I started yelling at her pretty badly. Asking her over and over if it was true, and how she could tell me how much she loved me and needed me in her life, then completely vanish all of those "feelings" and really be in love with a completely different person. When she admitted to what she did I just told her I was done with her in my life, completely. I walked across town and ended up at a bar. I walked in, sat down, and ordered a drink; of course there was going to be some cheesy shit that you'd see in movies, like couples making out in the corner and "falling in love". Bullshit. Love is nothing but lies. I drank at least 4 beers, then i decided to just go home. I was quite buzzed, might I add. When I got home kyle and Caleb were rollin up a joint in the living room. I staggered in through the doorway, then collapsed on my back next to them. they kept asking me questions of what happened and i muttered something like "fucking whore" and what not. Then I took a hit of a joint that kyle handed to me. And that was pretty much the rest of the night. Thanks for fucking nothing Breanna. Hope Keith makes you happy.

Talking with Bre...you better read this.

Breanna: "I think it's weird how I want to get married, when the thought of getting married freaked me out last night"
Me: "You wanna get married?"
Breanna: "yeah"
Me: "Like, in the future? Or...to me?"
Breanna: "Yes to you. And yes in the future...I guess."
Me: "You guess? When do you think you'd be ready to get married?"
Breanna: "Anytime."
Me: "So if I asked you right now, 'Breanna Lynn, you are the most amazing girl I've ever met. Your funny, sweet, sexy, down to earth, and just as wild as me. We havent been dating for long, yet I feel like you complete me. Will you marry me?' what would you say?"
Breanna: "I'd say yes."
Me: "And what if I told you I just ACTUALLY proposed to you?"
Breanna: "Then I'd say I love you, and you just made my life."
Me: "Then Breanna Lynn, will you, officially, marry me?"
Breanna: "Yes"

If you couldn't already tell, Breanna and I are officially engaged :D